r/TrueChristian • u/SuspiciousSpirit3833 • 7d ago
Advice would be appreciated
I’ve have been $u***al for almost 5 years, and the thought of me (you know what) myself on New Year’s Eve has been quite strong. I’m doing everything I can to better myself and keep my eyes on Christ, but I still find myself never amounting to anything. I have No friends, No family (outside of a disabled mother), and I have a hard time believing that I meant to be here. These are things I routinely talk to the Lord about and ask for strength….only for me to crumble. For about 2 months, I have tried applying to volunteer at a church I enjoy going to (in person and online) only for me to not receive any follow up in return even after reminding them. I am still constantly trying to find Christian Groups for young adults. Being depressed and wanting to (you know what) feels like being sent to hell as a punishment and you wonder if that’s where you are going to rot. Any way to combat this without questioning your existence? If this gets taken down then I give up on asking for advice….Anyways happy new year to you
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u/SammaJones 7d ago
I love you with the love of Christ. God loves you. God has a plan for you and it depends on you sticking around. The world will not be as good if you're not in it.
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u/Typical-Bit-9896 7d ago
That’s where I am at right now as well. You described that last part perfectly. Man being lonely and wanting to take your life sucks. Praying for you
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u/AcceptedMyFate_ 7d ago
I’m right there with you. suicide has been calling my name for the longest now. I never mattered to people anyway. I’m sorry.
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u/MelodicDatabase3910 6d ago
Where do you live I can connect you to some loving Christain who will take you in as family. Text me
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u/Ill-Champion4275 7d ago
First of all I’m sorry you’re going through all this. (Virtual hug) I promise he has a plan for you. I promise that you are meant to be here love. I also don’t have friends. I’m 32 but I have no husband or kids and I definitely want some. Days are hard but you have to speak over yourself. Use the word of God as a weapon.
Say this:
I am the head and not the tail in Jesus name.
I am above and not below in Jesus name.
God calls me beautiful and wonderfully made.
God has thousands of thoughts of me like sand on the beach. (That one always makes me cry because it’s like you think of me you care)
God collects every tear that I cry in a jar
God puts the lonely with family
Say these and many more. JESUS name is like so strong use his name and speak over yourself every day especially when you feel like this
I love you and so does the Lord 💗💗💗