I said it in a recent comment but with the new posts it seems like it needs to be said again.

It’s getting weird and disturbing that so many people here seem to be enjoying upsetting and antagonizing Eugenia, a woman we all know is deeply mentally ill.

Since knowing that she reads this sub people have simply taken an opportunity to be plainly cruel and seem to enjoy it when it upsets her. People are deliberately targeting this woman to make fun of her and antagonize her calling out her “lazy eye” or just directly calling her ugly. All deliberate antagonizing judging by people saying “we don’t even have to try anymore” to upset her or saying that they're just here for "the ending."

And it’s all done under the guise of her also being a bad person. But that doesn’t give other people the right to go out of their way to antagonize her.

Some people are enjoying this a bit too much and it’s gross and you probably need to log off for a bit. Think about why you enjoy upsetting and being cruel to a mentally ill woman for a second. This sub has really just become an open season for people to be cruel to one person in particular.

I don’t know why people fight so hard for her when she doesn’t give a shit about people who support her people show concern and she trolls them and just talks to the same four people on twitch it’s always the same with her

She’s a dick

not sure if this is new or not? has anybody said it before?

Ok ‼️ let’s ignore the „you can’t 5150 people in specific states“ and everything else ‼️ and just IMAGINE that Jeffree 5150‘d her.

He is like a god to her, would she forgive him and praise him for saving her life? Would she kick him out of her life, like she did with Jaclyn? Would she stay recovered for him, because she wouldn’t want to disappoint him?

What do you think?

Do people really think its still a temper tantrum over Tik Tok? I mean she hasn't even posted anywhere.. Is she even still gifting?

I don’t know if you guys know about this absolutely pure and lovely soul on tiktok called Amy. She’s an older woman that tried to raise money to fund private treatment for her severe anorexia. She was actively seeking help and clearly wanted with all her heart to get better. But she passed yesterday.

My heart is shattered. I’ve been following her journey for a while and her determination to recover despite clearly struggling was so admirable, especially to someone such as myself who is also in recovery from an ED. I was really rooting for her. I saw the news today and just cried for a bit. I don’t even know her but it’s unfair that such determined and pure souls lose their battles to this awful disease.

Then I thought of EC. It’s only a matter of time now. I don’t know how to feel. I know it’s unreasonable and probably impossible but I just hope she has some kind of wake-up call one of these days. She doesn’t deserve to die.

The polish model Wilkomira (also known as Wareneczka and Wilkomirenka) mentioned in this subreddit here and here, passed recently in her sleep due to bulimia. This is the reality of eating disorders. If you or anyone you know are struggling please please reach out to a hotline or someone you trust.

(America) National Eating Disorders Association Helpline: 800-931-2237

(America) National Association of Anorexia Nervosa and Associated Disorders (ANAD) eating disorders helpline: 888-375-7767

(United Kingdom) Beat Eating Disorders Helpline: 0808 801 0677, Youthline: 0808 801 0711, Studentline: 0808 801 0811

(United Kingdom) National Centre for Eating Disorders support line: 0845 838 2040

(Canada) National Eating Disorder Information Centre (NEDIC): 416-340-4156 or 1-866-633-4220

(Australia) Butterfly National Helpline for people with eating disorders and their carers: 1800 33 4673

(New Zealand) EDANZ for people with eating disorders and their families: 0800 2 EDANZ (0800 233 269) or in Auckland 09 522 2679

(South Africa) to speak to an eating disorder therapist at the Relapse Prevention national helpline (+27) 073 593 2722

(Germany) federal ministry for health - support hotline for EDs: 0221 892031, ANAD eV - support hotline and care centre: +498921997399

(Finland) ED helpline 02 251 9207

I have turned off suggested posts, so the only things I'm seeing are subs I follow, and yet I never see posts from this sub on my feed. Is there a reason for this? Is reddit hiding it due to the nature of the sub?

no offense to the people who think so, but in my opinion all that she has ever been is an edgy teenager, the im not like other people, "different", "special" girl.

And i really wanted to get this off my chest: she has always been terribly sick so i don't see the point in romanticizing her personality or looks four or five years ago, she was insane back then too. We are really desensitized at this point but seeing her for the first time in 2015 really shocked me even if she didn't look as emaciated as now (she did look a bit emaciated tho), and if i see a girl looking like eugenia did in 2015 walking in the street it would still make me shocked. so no, she wasn't doing any better back then, she just wasn't in the point she wanted to be yet.

I am not a Eugenia expert, I have been an occasional watcher since 2016 or so. I am honestly disturbed by the similarities of our lives. I had no idea she was home schooled starting at 13/14 but as soon as I read that, the puzzle pieces fell into place. Anyone who had a positive experience with home school is going to be really pissed by this but honestly, that alone explains so much. Not the ED, but why she is the way she is beyond that and her family dynamic.

I don't want to make this all about me but I was the same age when my parents pulled me out of public school, I'm 22 now, and still struggling. First off, it's often just about control. I don't doubt bullying was a contributor for her, as she's said, but this is also an age when a lot of kids start branching out and a lot of parents can't handle that. Home schooled kids being completely and totally isolated is not unusual. To this day, I never really had contact with anyone my age again after I became home schooled. At 13. That's A LOT of missed development and milestones.

It it also really, really easy to just say f*** it when you're homeschooling. You may be surprised to know how many states have absolutely zero oversight and regulations for home school. Mine has zilch. Don't feel like doing school that day? Have a fight with your teacher/mom? Well, school is canceled indefinitely. It's okay, no one will know.

I still live at home. I've never really worked, I do freelance writing kind of part time. I don't have friends. My mom and I have had a co-dependent relationship since I was 13. Sound familiar? Yeah. The outside world is scary and overwhelming when you haven't been a part of it for years...if ever.

When a parent is basically your only source of companionship, it feels impossible to go against them. Even if they're toxic, abusive, controlling, or make you miserable. You haven't been prepared for a life outside of them, so pursuing one is terrifying. Day in and day out, that parent is your life. You are their life. After living this for half your life or more, it becomes your normal. Tagging along on mom's errands as an outing is something to look forward to. When my parents went grocery shopping was literally the only time I left the house as a teen, I sobbed when I found out they were considering just having groceries delivered.

Like I said, I don't know all of her situation but I don't think the average person understands how damaging this kind of isolation and control can be unless they've experienced it.

… doesn’t make sense to me. Maybe I’m missing something here but I’ve seen so many comments saying she shouldn’t be there when her family is sick. I mean to be fair a lot of times there’s nothing you can do. They’re stuck in a hospital. It can be nice to get out of that space and distract yourself for a while, people do this all the time. Plus it’s possible she isn’t close to her grandfather or maybe the family saw this coming for a while. Don’t get me wrong I’m not a fan of the girl but just because she has family that’s sick doesn’t mean she cannot go to a party. And who knows what other stuff she has to do while in Cali? She could be there for work or family or literally any reason. Idk, just felt like putting my two cents in

Firstly, sorry for the throwaway but I'm a bit nervous to post this. I wanted to ask you all for advice/"what would you do if it was you?", because I've been reading on here for a long time and many of you are very candid & hold no punches when it comes to Eugenia's lack of skills/dependency at her age, (rightly so!) and it's something I really want to change about myself but am feeling really overwhelmed by it.

I have a lot in common with Eugenia - exact same age, pretty toxic relationship with my mother, had AN since my teenage years, never got anything higher than secondary school education, and lack of independency, still living at home, can't drive. The difference between us is I've been in recovery since late 2021 after a hospitalisation and am physically doing very well - I finally reached a healthy weight a few months ago! However, I'm obviously sooo behind in general life now. I've had several jobs but have a lot of gaps in my work history due to the complications of AN, and this current gap during my recovery is the longest so far. Job applications are not working out, can't get any interviews. I have no money saved so I can't learn to drive until I'm working again. In the meantime, I don't know how to do basic things such as laundry, clean upholstery, bills, the list goes on. All while I'm stuck at home with my mother which does affect my mentality.

If it was you, what would you start working on first? What way would you go about making improvements? Job ideas? Anything at all - I'd be so grateful. I really want to start living life like other people my age.

…and I don’t need to announce my departure—

But if it were an airport, and my flight was being announced, it would go like this:

This site is brutal. At first I found it intriguing and helpful for understanding myself, if not Eugenia. Some of it I found funny—a way to cope with helplessness. But I started feeling darker and darker.

The foundation/mantra of recovery as I was taught it was this: “If you want to heal, you must look at others with curiosity, not judgment. Keep practicing it. You see someone with thicc thighs and short shorts, for example, be curious as to whether they feel brave or scared, comfortable or subject to hostility.”

One time, before recovery, I scowled at a big woman behind me in the grocery store as she was placing her food on the conveyer.

My kid had been pestering me to buy her that kind of food, and when were in line, I shot her a mean look and then indicated that she observe the person/outcome of eating like that. And I will NEVER forget the pain on my kid’s face. Ever. The failure of my compassion and the cruelty I could summon against another woman cut into her heart. She was maybe six at the time and her face literally contorted in empathetic pain.

I got on the ED recovery wait-list after that. “Practice self compassion. Practice curiosity w/out judgment”—I thought it was bullshiiiiiit at first. But my epic self-hatred wasn’t working so I thought OK, whatever. I’ll try it. Do the program. I am now recovered.

So I have to say Bye to y’all here because shitposting tempts me & into the same form of self-destruction. Please don’t wish my death or Eugenia’s in the comments …

For those who missed the post it was about how what Eugenia is going through “hurts [him] more” because he thought she was his soulmate and he was infatuated with her and couldn’t help who he was attracted to. A few people called the post creepy and then it was gone. This anecdotally confirms that Eugenia’s more ardent enablers are broken, lonely people projecting their romantic and sexual fantasies onto a sick stranger on the internet. Bleak all around.

Jw if she’s made any reference to it or talked about it. Aside from Disney pics