r/AskReddit 1d ago

What stop you from killing yourself?

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u/VelVeetaLasVegas 1d ago

Got caught. My actions lead to someone noticing signs and had me involuntarily committed. Been 4 tries, still haven't succeeded.

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u/PartoftheUndersea 1d ago

I don't know what you've already tried, but ketamine infusions turned my shit around when nothing else worked anymore.

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u/VelVeetaLasVegas 1d ago

I was undiagnosed schizophrenia. After get my meds balanced and consistent help I'm better not. I have heard of ketamine but not sure the effects.

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u/platinumarks 16h ago

I doubt ketamine would be an option, then. It has dissociative and hallucinogenic effects, so schizophrenia usually is a contraindication.

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u/bta15 12h ago

I wasn't all the suicidal but yeah ketamine assisted phsychotherapy was great for me. I was just sad when it ended. Was a really nice way to spend my mondays.

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u/crankthatsuperman 18h ago

i got myself caught by telling my best friend and her telling my dad .... horrible night, got sent away for a few days and was so mad at her, but i'm truly so appreciative now that she did that and that we're still friends.

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u/Demiurge_1205 1d ago

Stop trying to kill yourself.

No parent is perfect. That doesn't make you a monster.